Jan 13
Time flies. I’m mean, it really goes by fast. I look forward to things, I hope for things and I think this makes the time go by faster. But I don’t want it to go too fast. I’m happy where I am, but I never have enough time to do what I want. I just want to go to the beach, to work out and play and feel amazing. I’m too busy working on my back up plans. And by back up plan I mean normal life. Trying to do good enough in school so that I can pay for school and have a comfortable life. This is a backup plan because what I really want to do is be a model. Or an actress because acting is so incredibly funn. I wanna be famous and not have to worry about money. I wanna be so rich and famous I can have enough time to just travel and help the world, GIVE BACK. This is very far fetched, but I’ve actually given it so much thought I’m embarrassed. When someone asks what you want to be when you grow up you can’t say “model” without sounding conceding. So I quietly try to work on my Plan A, but we’ll see. In the meantime I’m trying to soak up every minute. Before my future actually comes, Plan A or Plan B. Before everything changes because I know it won’t ever really be the same once I’m all growned up.
When on Facebook…
see a picture of your friends without you:
some bitch writes on your crushes wall:
see he’s dating this bitch:
annoying skank tries to start shit with you over inbox:
horny pedo adds you up:
ugly and uglier are listed as in a relationship:
LaYdeEe.BabyKiss//Bi3berCull3nJonAs* adds you:
scrolling through newsfeed like:
then go on tumblr like:
LITERALLY, JUST NOW. Oh my..every word.
